Stay Focused

All my problems lately have to do with 'focus'.
No, should be the 'lack of focus'.
Physically, my project and my relationship.

Told you I miss u so much, then things actually turned worse.
I know it started off being my mistake. But what have we done to get us to this? I have no idea.
Now I just don't know what I can do to make you stop getting mad at me.
And what's the point of telling you what I think when you just couldn't get it?!
It's not that I stopped trying, it's just that I don't know what to do.

Just to let you know that I didn't forget: it's our 5 years & 9 months tomorrow.
Even though we fight so hard that sometimes we just wanna kill each other, I never stopped loving you.
All I want to just to hug you tight and kiss you. That's it.
I don't even wanna argue anymore.

You win. You get what you want.
I don't mind if I'm the one making the first step.
I don't mind admitting that I was careless and make an apology.
None of us is completely right or wrong.
And I don't think who's right or who's wrong is a big deal in a relationship.
The whole point is working it out together.
I hope you understand why I made the first step: let's work things out instead of leaving it to rotten our relationship.
I'm still gonna hold on to my principles and tell you about my needs.
If you don't appreciate the effort I make, that's your problem.
Honey, don't be too stubborn. : )

Love,
N

P.S. shouldn't lose discipline especially when I get mad
Self-control, discipline, know your position, be respectful, have manners.
Etiquette and wisdom come from knowing exactly what you should do/say and even more so, what you shouldn't.
Having a bad mood is not an excuse for the lack of manners and etiquette.