The Curse of 'This Time'

'This time...'
As the words were on my tongue,
a spell was cast.

Every time he says
'this time I am sure where we are,
let me show you the way',
we end up getting lost.

The same thing actually happens to me as well;
the curse of 'this time'.

Every time I hear myself say
'this time it would be different,
I swear I won't mess it up',
I end up ruining it.

What makes me think this time is different?
What so special and exceptional?

It certainly sucks to go through the same
thoughts,
feelings,
and frustration.

You know what's worst?
Same ending.

This time,
it would be different.




Love,
N